Gary

O.K. Do I have everything. Kool-Aid. Check. Sugar. Check. Coleman thermos. Check. Cyanide. Check. Why end it? Could it be my failed marriages? Check. Wait, wait. Stay on task. Where is that measuring cup? Who cares just throw in the Kool-Aid and get on with it. Why now? Depression? Check. Hopelessness? Check. Fill water and a dash of sugar. Still watching my weight. Cyanide. Cyanide. How much to take down a 200 pound man? Don't want to live in a coma. Focus. Look at the label. Read. Come on before you lose your nerve. Four tablespoons should be enough. How about the cat. He weighs 7 pounds. Should we see. No. Just stir it up. Shake it. Marlboro. Funny. Never smoked but Marlboro is going to kill me. Funny how live is. Focus. Double check. Ready? Note? Have to explain. Make them understand. No paper. Sharpie. Check. How about the thermos. That's creative. Did he leave a note. Only the thermos. Funny. Do it. O.K. Ticking. Ticking. Elton you knew me well. Ticking. Ticking. Check.